Under the right circumstances, would even a god fall?
We’re thrilled to share an excerpt from The Longest Autumn by Amy Avery, a debut fantasy—perfect for fans of Ariadne—about a human who gets trapped with the god of Autumn, who brings with him life-threatening danger and a forbidden romance—out now from Flatiron Books.
Tirne is one of four humans rigorously selected to usher the turn of the seasons into the mortal world. Every year, she escorts the taciturn god Autumn between the godly and human realms. Autumn’s seasonal stay among mortals brings cooler weather, changing leaves, and the harvest of apples and gourds until Winter takes his place.
This year, the enchanted Mirror that separates their worlds shatters after Tirne and Autumn pass through, trapping both of them in the human realm. As the endless autumn stretches on, crops begin to fail and the threat of starvation looms. Away from the magic of the gods’ home, Tirne suffers debilitating headaches that return with a vengeance. Worse, Autumn’s extended stay in the human realm turns him ever more mortal and vulnerable, stirring a new, forbidden attraction to Tirne.
While the priesthood scrambles to find a way to reassemble the Mirror, Tirne digs into the temple’s secrets and finds an unlikely ally—or enemy—in the enigmatic sorcerer and master of poisons, Sidriel. Thrown into a world of mystery, betrayal, and espionage as she searches for the truth, might Tirne lose her morals, her hard-earned position, and the illicit spark between her and Autumn?
The souls of the dead burn in the night sky.
An eerie light hangs over the Temple courtyard, the blue and green and violet glow of souls, bobbing overhead like enormous fireflies. Some wait patiently. Others flit around me in a nervous dance, uncertain. I lift a hand to brush a passing one, its pulse like a phantom cat rubbing against my fingertips. A human face flickers at its center, but the soul darts away before I can peer too closely.
“Soon,” I promise softly as I take another bite of my peach, sitting cross-legged with my back pressed against the Mirror. The fruit is small and overripe, cloyingly sweet. It’s the last of the summer harvest, though heat still lingers in the air, muggy and thick as soup. Tomorrow, after I’ve returned to the human realm for autumn, this will be an apple, the first fruit of my season. Our season.
An electric tingle sparks in my belly. Anticipation, yes, but also inevitable nervousness. One would think six years of escorting Autumn would make tomorrow’s ceremony routine, effortless. I don’t think I’ll ever banish the doubts entirely, the worry that I’m not truly fi t for this duty, a mere fragile human mingling with the divine. But tomorrow I’ll prove once more that I earned this, that I’m worthy, that Autumn made the right choice when he selected me. My name will earn its place on the stone monument at the corner of this courtyard. Tirne of Autumn, inscribed just below the previous Herald’s name.
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Even though it’s too far to see detail in the darkness, I know the names, dozens of them. I’ve read them so many times, picturing mine engraved beneath. The soft brown of the monument matches the rest of the courtyard, a wide circular space framed with walls of acorn-colored stone carved in swirls and sigils. Glossy ceramic tiles of creamy white rest beneath me. Broad arches at either end bear heavy gates, though I’ve never seen them closed. The Temple is open to all. And in the center of it all lies the Mirror, immense and red as a ruby.
Finishing the peach, I place the pit on the tray with sticky fingers, then wipe my hands with the damp cloth folded on the side. I already polished off the seed-flecked flatbread and crisp white wine. Offerings, payment to the woman who nightly ferries the dead from their realm. A nearby soul dips closer to my empty cup. Perhaps in its mortal life, this one enjoyed wine. My god assures me the dead do not truly remember their past lives, but they are nonetheless drawn to things they once loved.
Soft footsteps echo on the tile. Right on time. A familiar figure approaches through the archway. In the darkness, he almost looks like a phantom, with his bone-white skin and equally pale hair. Gifts from his mother, Winter. The souls flit away from him, though only I can see them.
“Jaed.” I sigh. Our yearly routine. “You know you shouldn’t be here.” Technically, he’s not breaking any laws by entering the courtyard at night, but it’s still taboo for anyone but Autumn or myself to enter this space between dusk and dawn. The first year he came, I’d been mortified, panicked. But when no punishment fell, I’d accepted Jaed’s annual illicit visit. “We could just do this tomorrow.” The same admonishment, an old dance of familiar steps.
He sits beside me, folding his legs and bumping my shoulder with his own. “Tomorrow isn’t your birthday. Come on. Close your eyes.”
A familiar ritual. I do, holding out my hand. He presses something small and cool into it. When I open my eyes, a gemstone bead rests in my palm. Amber this year, honey-gold with a few tiny bubbles trapped inside. I hold it up, watching the light of the souls shine through it.
“Here.” Jaed unclasps my bracelet, taking the bead and stringing it on before refastening it. “Twenty-six.”
I turn it to admire all the beads. He’d given the bracelet to me on my eighth birthday, with eight beads. We’d replaced the cord with a longer one a few years ago, now wrapping it twice about my wrist. The beads are an incongruous assortment, each one subject to my friend’s whims at the time. I have to admit, the amber looks nice against last year’s orange carnelian. It may be a childish tradition, but still it makes me smile. “Thank you.”
“Happy birthday.” He grins as he settles himself more comfortably, adjusting his legs. Still, he doesn’t touch the Mirror. He knows what it means to me.
I lean into his side, resting my head on his shoulder and twining our hands together. “I missed you.”
“Me too.”
I sniff. “You smell like someone else’s cologne. Who did you leave sleeping in your bed tonight?”
Jaed laughs. “A new acolyte this year. You’ll like him. He’s excited to meet you, too. He was on kitchen duty tonight and kept swapping out peaches for your offering, determined to pick the best one.”
“Well, you can tell him he chose well, and thank you.”
He gives my hand a reluctant squeeze. “I’ll let you finish your duty before you get a headache.”
He’s right. Every moment I spend in this realm, I risk one of my attacks. Back in Sylvus, the realm of the gods, I’ll be safe.
“Thanks,” I say as he stands and helps me up. He presses a light kiss to my cheek before sauntering away.
I turn back to the task at hand. My magic reaches outward like seeking vines, a lure to draw the last of the stray souls to me. They swarm thickly, crowding me though they bear no weight.
I usher the dead closer, a shepherd gathering her flock. “Well, come on, then.” The words are gentle, encouraging. I turn to the Mirror, a masterpiece identical to its twin in Sylvus. Without a single imperfection, the bloodred glass is immense, mounted on polished black onyx a foot thick. The top curves in a graceful arch, wide enough for two people to stand before it without touching, and taller than I could reach if I stretched my arms above me. Seasonal motifs decorate the edges: summer’s blazing sun, autumn pumpkins, winter-bare trees, spring blossoms. They weave together in a carved pattern of exquisite artistry. I’ve spent hours admiring the curves of ivy vines, the sweep of a songbird’s wing etched into the stone. It is said that the Mirror’s frame possesses such detail that only an immortal could ever memorize its lines and intricacies. But I think that if I try hard enough, perhaps I might, too.
Magic seeps from the Mirror like water dripping from an overfilled bucket, in the sharp, electric tang of an incoming storm. Here lies the sole portal between our worlds, the most powerful artifact in the world, and it bows to my bidding. Another thrill shudders through me, and I breathe deeply once, twice. My entire life, the world has felt like a giant wheel, spinning slowly, and the Mirror has always been at the center. How many times have I looked into my own dark eyes painted the color of garnets?
Taking a deep breath, I pull the dead souls close once more. My hand dips into my pocket to withdraw my ceremonial knife. Acorns cast in gold twine about the handle, with a slim blade the length of my hand. In a smooth, practiced motion, I press the tip to my palm until the skin breaks. The spark of pain doesn’t even make me flinch anymore. It’s nothing compared to the pounding agony in my head when I linger too long here. I can feel one of the attacks starting now, a watering eye, a creeping throb in my temple. Only an hour spent in the human world, and already it crawls into my skull. Too relentless and unpredictable, these headaches, like a stalking predator ready to strike me down at any moment.
A crimson drop of blood wells against my skin, a gleaming ruby, and I flatten my hand against the glass. Icy cold numbs my skin despite summer’s heat. I reach for that flicker of magic in my breast, the gift I received from the gods six years ago, but it slithers away. Grasping the power is like clutching at a tendril of smoke, but I manage to harness the elusive magic and press it into the glass. The blood seeps into the Mirror. It softens beneath my palm, and I press through. It feels like walking in water, sluggish, thick. Behind me, the souls follow.
We emerge in the palace of the gods in Sylvus, among shimmering, glassy halls never truly meant for mortals like me. But I cast the familiar scenery little more than a glance as I hold the Mirror’s portal open until the last soul slips through.
The leader of a macabre parade, I usher the dead through the silent, empty palace, then beyond the heavy black door that only my god and I are allowed to open. Autumn is more than the god of his season; as the ruler of death, this is his demesne I approach. Winding obsidian stairs lead down, down, ever downward. Lights are few and far between, leaving the space dim. But after half a dozen years, I could tread these steps in complete darkness.
The stairwell ends at a circular room. As he does every night, my god awaits upon his throne, resplendent and achingly inhuman. His eyes burn and flicker like orange flames in a bone-pale face. A cloak of eternally-falling leaves drapes him, their detritus littering the slick black stone of the floor. And yet all this beauty is cold, impassive as only a god could be.
I lead the souls to Autumn’s well, carved seamlessly of gleaming obsidian. One by one, they sink into the murky abyss of Autumn’s underworld. The realm is forbidden even to me, his Herald, at least until old age or misfortune claims my life, too. Then I will cross that border like any mortal.
When the last soul sinks into the dark, I bow to my god. He nods without a word, the ceremony complete until we repeat it again tomorrow night. And every night thereafter, until I find my own place in the underworld, my position filled by a new mortal Herald.
I ascend the steps once more and seek my bed. Already, the shimmer of magic that infuses the gods’ realm eases the ache that grips my skull, scrubbing away the pain of the human world.
The human realm. Despite the threat of my headaches, excitement still flickers. Tomorrow, I fulfill my most important duty, and Autumn will return to the First Temple.
I awaken to a rapid heartbeat and a queasy feeling. Excitement more than anxiety, but both fl utter through me. As my nerves settle, I don the traditional robe, the crown, and my golden belt, and leave for the Mirror’s room.
My sandals echo on the smooth floors of the gods’ palace, which gleams like an enormous sheet of white glass. I drink it all in. The first time I entered these halls, they’d stolen my breath away with their high arched ceilings carved in crystalline, geometric detail. Though Sylvus is a cold and impassive place, there is also a peace here that I will miss for the next few months.
As ever, sourceless light bathes the space, and my reflections stare back at me with dark, solemn eyes. Passing the fountain that ever bubbles with iridescent lavender water, I breathe in the crisp scent of its magic. Even the water here is holy, special. It’s said that a mortal bathed in it would live forever. It’s forbidden, of course. I can’t even touch a drop of it without risking permanent banishment from Sylvus and even the human Temple.
This glory was built for the divine, not for us. We are only visitors, the four humans granted the right to live in such splendor for nine months of every year. As lovely and calm as it is, Sylvus has never truly been home. Home is a world away, drenched in the murmur of devotions and hymns weaving through the First Temple, the smoky scent of myrrh and clove incense. A place of soft brown stone, mortar and brick, the work of feeble, proud human hands. A vivid contrast to the hollow iridescence that surrounds me now.
The human world is touch, warmth, and comfort. Jaed’s laugh, his embrace. The simple feel of hands entwined. Aside from last night’s brief meeting, I’ve felt no one’s touch save my own for nine months, and I thirst for it like water.
Soon.
Eagerness swells, quelling the anxiety. A smile tugs on my lips and my steps quicken. I lift a hand to straighten my crown of autumn leaves, a ceremonial affectation. Stray twigs tug painfully at my auburn curls. Every year, it takes ages to untangle my hair from it, but it’s tradition. I can’t deny it paints a pretty picture with the sleeveless crimson robe and wide golden belt of Autumn’s Herald.
A voice bounces off the sparkling walls as I draw nearer to the Mirror Chamber. The goddess Winter’s low contralto purr, the words indistinguishable but the tone unmistakable condescension. Autumn replies in his husky tone that invokes the rustle of leaves, a cool drizzle. “She won’t be late.”
I reach the open archway that leads into the Mirror Chamber. “No, she won’t.” I don’t bother hiding the chill in my tone as my gaze latches on Winter’s. Colorless, like diamonds with a single fleck of soot in the center. Perhaps it would unnerve some humans, but it has never cowed me, one raised among the gods’ children.
Winter’s thin lips press together. She maintains silence, her snowpale face inscrutable, but I can practically hear her thoughts like violent music. Jealousy that I serve my god eagerly, that I excel at it. Not once have I lost a stray soul ushering the dead into Autumn’s underworld. Meanwhile, her Herald is as vicious and jagged as she, sullenly performing his sole task to the letter and nothing more.
I turn my attention back to my god, who stands before the Mirror. The tension passes, and the solemnity of the situation settles once more. Autumn is dignified, impassive. His leafy crown is grander than mine, woven through with vines of beaten gold. It’s a perfect match for his cloak of falling leaves. The ember-orange fire in his eyes brightens as they trace my face.
I spare a glance at the others gathered here. Spring with his rose-gold hair and wide, infectious smile, standing beside his timid Herald, eyes downcast and hands clutching one another. Winter’s Herald stands tall at his goddess’s side, burning with palpable indignation at my impudence to her. His eyes are as black as mine, and gleam with the sharpness of a newly-honed blade.
I would not call us friends, the other Heralds and me, but we share a bond as the only human souls here, locked away from our home for months with no other company except aloof gods.
Lys, father of the Seasons and the highest of the gods, stands in dignified splendor beside the Mirror. The ghost of what might be a frown curves his mouth. He is tall, taller than any human I have met, in shades of precious metal. His hair shines like strands of fine, beaten gold, his eyes like burnished silver coins. Even his skin glows with a faint light, like a paper lantern.
Yet his glory pales before the Mirror. This close, it’s overwhelming, broad as the Temple gates and nearly twice as tall as me. Summer already stands on the opposite side in the human realm, her deep brown skin perfectly accented by a golden dress and a crown of sunflowers atop her dark curls. Tinted crimson in the reflection of the red, red glass, the courtyard of the First Temple lies behind her. Worshippers have gathered there to watch me bring Autumn into their world. My world. As I approach the Mirror, Summer’s Herald pierces her hand and touches it, palm flat and fingertips outspread, a smear of her blood darkening the surface. We nod to one another. Summer steps through the Mirror into Sylvus on my right, her Herald following in her wake.
Quickly, now. In a few efficient motions, I press my Herald’s blade to my palm until the skin breaks. Bouncing eagerly on the balls of my feet, I touch the Mirror and pull at that indefinable flicker of power inside me. The Mirror softens beneath my touch, and Autumn passes through beside me.
I walk into the human world next. As I emerge from the Mirror’s surface, my gut wrenches and flips, a sensation I’ve never felt during this ceremony. For a panicked moment, I fear my breakfast will heave up on the Temple courtyard. Reflexively, I clutch my stomach.
The sensation fades quickly as warm sunlight cascades over me. I drop my hand, hoping all eyes were on my god instead. A cautious, steadying breath reassures me. As I inhale, the scent of the mortal realm hits me. Summer in all its fading glory. The lush aroma of grass gone to seed, of dusty earth baked by sunlight. Since becoming a Herald, I’ve briefly smelled fresh-blooming roses, or winter’s biting frost. My world is painted in the fragrance of the dying season, the sweetness of hay, of pumpkin and apple, the dry smell of leaves crunching underfoot. For nine months, I’ve only seen the Temple in the deepest part of the night to collect souls and my offering, for a handful of minutes at a time. But now three glorious months await me here. Home.
The Temple courtyard lies open to the sky. The sun is too bright, too hot. I turn to meet Autumn’s fiery gaze. Only I can read him well enough to note the faint excitement in those eyes, buried deep beneath the regal countenance of the divine. He gives me a single, tiny nod. A thank-you, a congratulations on a job well done. Again, pride swells within me. Another Changing of the Seasons has passed, smooth as silk.
A crowd has gathered to watch the beginning of autumn. Garbed for the occasion in hues of russet and gold, wearing masks crafted to look like fallen leaves, they cheer and applaud. The priests and acolytes kneel, Autumn’s burnt-orange robes in front, icy blue and pale pink and soft gold scattering behind.
Autumn stands tall and proud, his crown gleaming at his brow. In the noonday sun, the faint shimmer of bronze gleams in his hair. Leaves swirl away from his cloak in a sudden gust of wind. In this moment, he is mighty, unknowable. His power wafts from him like ink spreading in water. Soon the earth will respond to his presence in this world, plants fading and the air growing chill.
A hush falls as the crowd awaits his traditional words of greeting.
Instead, a great crack behind me cleaves the silence.
I whirl to look, but Autumn shoves me in front of him, lifting his cloak of falling leaves to shield me. His golden crown falls to clatter on the courtyard’s cobblestones. A tight pain erupts between my temples, and I cry out. It’s as bad as my worst headaches, sudden and sharp and debilitating. My knees threaten to collapse, but Autumn holds me fast.
A tinkling sound scatters in the air like wind chimes. When the crystalline sound dies away, silence grasps the courtyard. The agony in my head fades as quickly as it burst, as fast as the nausea earlier.
I become suddenly, acutely aware of a warm hand wrapped around my bare upper arm.
Sucking in a sharp, terrified breath, I twist out of Autumn’s grasp. I stare at the ground while a single thought screams in my mind. He touched me. In front of everyone. My skin burns where his fingertips pressed against my arm. It is profanity to feel the skin of a god. It doesn’t matter that he made the move. The sin will be mine.
Panic scatters my thoughts. Any moment, I’ll hear the angry shout. A terrified lump forms in my throat as I sweep a nervous gaze around the crowd, but no one cries blasphemy. The throng remains silent, the air crackling with tension. Crimson shards litter the ground, save the small circle of protection Autumn formed around me.
My stomach clenches as realization settles in, and I turn to survey the scene.
The Mirror lies in pieces. Only a solid slab of black stone remains, etched with arcane symbols once hidden underneath. Scratches mar the writing, defacing the perfect etchings into something ugly.
A few shards cling to the edges. One of them falls as I watch, clinking against the tiles. It feels like a punch to my gut. I can’t breathe.
This isn’t happening.
“No.” Autumn’s voice echoes my thought, a bare whisper as he stares at the blank arch. My god’s sharp profile reveals a brow furrowed in anguish. His head bows, his eyes close.
From the sea of onlookers, a single sob breaks the paralyzed hush and galvanizes the assembly. People rush forward, weeping over the bits of crimson glass, all while the priests of Autumn struggle to control a crowd that rapidly threatens to turn into a riot.
“Stop.” Autumn’s voice carries over the chaos, though it is not quite a shout. The humans do as he bids, compelled by the wave of magic rippling outward from his voice. “All but those who dwell here, leave the pieces here and exit the courtyard.”
In a daze, people trickle out of the Temple. When the space has emptied of all but the faithful, priests and acolytes dart about to collect the shards. They seem heedless of the small cuts that spill their precious, magic-filled blood onto the tile. Someone has fetched offering bowls. Holy objects now hold the broken remnants of the most powerful, ancient artifact in the world.
“We can fix it,” one weeping priestess mutters over and over again. I don’t know if they can, but I won’t tell her that. Instead, I bend to help. Numbness settles over me, a heavy weight. A tear drips from my chin, and I realize I’m crying, too. I blink away the blurriness and reach for a shard. It slices into the meat of my thumb, and I hiss at the pain.
“Don’t.” Autumn speaks softly. When I look up, his eyes are locked on the blood welling up in the wound. At his side, his hand flexes, stretching, then curling into a fist. “Let the priests do it.”
I swallow, sucking on the wound, then pressing it to my crimson robe to stop the bleeding. “Yes, Your Holiness.” I’m shivering now, despite summer’s heat. “You may go. I have much to attend to.”
A drastic understatement, but I’m too shaken to do anything but nod numbly and leave.
It can’t be gone. I barely take in my surroundings, my feet carrying me to my room while my mind buzzes with a low hum of panic. Everything has changed. Without the Mirror, the souls of the dead will linger here until I choke on them, invisible to all save me and my god. A lesson from my training echoes in my mind. If the dead can’t descend to the underworld, they will leech life from the living in an attempt to regain what they once were.
And if the Mirror isn’t restored in time for winter, the world will be locked in an eternal season of dying. How much time remains until the winter stockpiles are used up, long before she even arrives?
We’ll fix it, I tell myself desperately. We have to.
Excerpted from The Longest Autumn. Copyright © 2024 by Amy Avery. Excerpted by permission of Flatiron Books, a division of Macmillan Publishers. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.
